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Idiosyncrasy [id-ee-uh-sing-kruh-see, -sin-] –noun, plural -sies. 1. a characteristic, habit, mannerism, or the like, that is peculiar to an individual. 2. the physical constitution peculiar to an individual. 3. a peculiarity of the physical or the mental constitution, esp. susceptibility toward drugs, food, etc. Compare allergy (def. 1). Also, idiocrasy. Origin: 1595–1605; < Gk idiosynkrāsía, equiv. to idio- idio- + syn- syn- + krâs(is) a blending + -ia -y 3 Synonyms: 1. peculiarity, quirk.

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  • December 2009


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    Hoku
    Date / Time : Saturday, December 5, 2009 / 7:00 AM
    Another Dumb Blonde
    I think that it’s time that I should just let you go (let you go)
    So I'll tell it to your face instead of tellin’ it to you on the phone (on the phone)

    You see I thought that you were special, baby
    Something unique but lately I've come to find
    That you’re not really interested in my heart or mind (or my mind)

    That's alright, that’s okay
    You never loved me anyway
    And I think it's time for you to just move on
    That's alright (that's alright)
    That's okay (that's okay)
    I bet you never thought you'd hear me say
    That I think it's time for you to find another dumb blonde
    'Cause it's not me no, no
    'Cause it's not me no, no, oh no

    Last night I went to a party hoping I'd see you there
    And sure enough you were hanging on some other girl playin’ with her hair
    And I overheard you tellin’ her the very same thing you said to me that night before
    Hook, line, and sinker you were walking with her out the door

    That's alright, that's okay
    You never loved me anyway (I never loved you anyway)
    And I think its time for you to just move on (that’s alright, that’s alright)
    That's alright (that's alright)
    That's okay (that's okay)
    I bet you never thought you'd hear me say
    That I think it's time for you to find another dumb blonde
    'Cause it's not me no, no

    'Come on just a little trophy hanging on your arm so
    All your friends are seein’ you got it goin’ on
    When I see what you are so clearly
    But baby, baby that's not alright with me

    That's alright that's ok I never loved you anyway
    That's alright that's ok you never loved me anyway

    You never loved me then it's alright (yeah, yeah)
    Then it's alright (yeah)
    Yeah, yeah
    I said yeah

    It's alright, it's alright
    It's alright, it's alright
    (it’s alright, it’s alright)
    Go ahead and find whatcha need
    (it’s alright, it’s alright)
    'Cause it's alright with me
    (then I think it’s time for you to just move on)



    Don't Forget
    [D:Don Ho, H: Hoku Ho]

    [D:] When you go away I'll be lonely
    'Cause I've lived each day for you only
    Don't forget
    Remember our promise
    Don't forget
    Remember my love
    [H:] I'll wait across the sea
    In hopes someday that we will again be one
    [D:] After you have gone
    [H:] I'll never say goodbye
    My love will never die
    Oh no

    [H:] In the crowning air of that morning
    I'll be waiting there at the dawning
    Don't forget
    Remember our promise
    Don't forget
    Remember my love
    [D:] If one and one are two
    I know I'll be with you
    Till eternity
    Darling can't you see
    [H:] Until we meet again
    My vow will never end
    I'll see you there in paradise

    [H:] If one and one are two
    I know I'll be with you
    Through eternity
    [D:] Darling can't you see
    [H&D:] Until we meet again
    My vow will never end
    [H:] I'll see you there in paradise
    [D:] Paradise

    Everytime I speak

    I don't believe in true love
    I am alone by nature
    I did not want to let you in
    So why does it feel so classic
    Like some romantic story
    Now that you're underneath my skin

    [Chorus:]
    Every time I speak
    I speak to you
    Every time I reach
    I reach out for you baby
    Every time I breathe
    I feel your heart beating next to mine
    Is it real
    What I feel
    This time

    I am distracted often
    Running to meet you somewhere
    Hoping the flowers never die
    And then you leave me breathless
    Rushing to look in the mirror
    Surprised to see the face is mine

    [Chorus]

    So what is wrong with me
    I know I should be happy
    I don't feel right in my own skin
    I'm just waiting for this whole damn thing to end
    All I can think about
    Is how I can just get out
    Love is maddening
    Love is maddening


    How Do I Feel
    I was free when we met
    You were eating a burito
    With a girl - some brunette
    At El Torosco's
    Then you smiled like you knew
    Someday we'd be together
    And together we were for awhile

    How do I feel
    ever since I walked away from you
    I miss you for real
    Everyday of my life
    How do I feel
    Now that it's over
    Well the thing that I miss the most
    Is missing you

    I was lost for a while
    Every place brought back a memory
    Of a kiss or a smile that you gave me
    Now it's changed
    Well I guess
    More and more I miss you
    Less and less
    Sometimes it's hard to let you go

    Sometimes
    You get trapped in a time of your life
    But you know it gets a little easier over time

    How do I feel
    Now that it's over
    For the thing that I miss the most

    I miss the moody walks in the rain
    I miss the poetry, I miss the days
    I miss the sad songs I used to play
    But the one thing I miss the most
    Is missing you.

    How do I feel
    I miss you for real
    How do I feel
    Now that it's over
    For the thing that I miss the most
    Is missing you

    I'm Scared

    I don't know where we stand anymore
    You've got one foot in my life
    And the other's out the door
    And I can't believe this is happening to me

    Deep inside I've wanted to believe
    That somehow, maybe someday
    There'd be some one there for me
    And I hope I haven't lost my chance

    I don't want to wake up to reality
    Of you not being here with me
    There's so many possibilites
    That we let slip away
    And if you're heart could speak
    What would it say
    You're scared to say you love me, I'm Scared
    Will you always stay
    You don't have to run away

    I wish I could believe in what I feel
    I've been fooled so many times before
    I don't know what is real
    Maybe I'm just fooling myself

    I've been running out of reasons to let go
    Tried opening up my feelings
    But your door is always closed
    And I find myself dreaming my life away

    You don't have to worry
    Cause I'm running out of reason to say no

    In the First Place

    I don't know why
    You came back in my life
    Or why we said goodbye
    In the first place
    In your eyes
    (In your eyes)
    I see where we have been
    (Where we've been)
    And what could be again
    If we can erase the lies
    And the tears that we both cried
    Make me feel alive again
    Take me back where we began
    In the first place
    Maybe
    Maybe it's all wrong
    But you never should have gone
    In the first place
    Without you here
    I always wanted more
    Like what we had before
    In the first place
    And now we know
    (Now we know)
    It wasn't all a dream
    (All a dream)
    You're still a part of me
    When hello became goodbye
    To a love that never died
    Make me feel alive again
    Take me back where we began
    In the first place
    Maybe
    (Maybe, maybe)
    Maybe it's all wrong
    But you never should have gone
    In the first place
    I don't know how we ever let it end
    Or why you're here again
    How did it feel being out on your own
    (Out on your own)
    No one to love you when nobody's home
    (Nobody home)
    You don't know what you've got till you watch it go
    I don't know why
    We ever said goodbye
    In the first place
    Make me feel alive again
    (In the first place)
    Take me back where we began
    In the first place
    Maybe
    (Maybe)
    Maybe it's all wrong
    But you never should have gone
    In the first place
    Make me feel alive again
    Take me back where we began
    In the first place
    Maybe
    Maybe it's all wrong
    But you never should have gone
    In the first place

    Just Enough

    It was nearly nine o'clock when I thought about you
    Are you with someone else
    It was almost ten o'clock when I thought I'd do something to free myself
    And then about twelve o'clock
    I'm driving down your block
    I see a light shining underneath your door
    I'm home about one o'clock
    And you finally call me up
    And I guess I was hoping for just a little more
    You give me
    Just enough to keep me hanging on
    Till I'm ready to move on
    And then you find a way to make your play
    And then I stay
    Just enough to give me hope
    That you will fall in love with me
    Just enough
    Just enough baby
    Will you come and see me today
    Well I don't know
    It's part of the mystery
    Will you come tell me you love me or let me go
    I guess we'll have to see
    You're unpredictable
    And that keeps me interested
    But I'd rather have you right here instead
    You give me
    Just enough to keep me hanging on
    Till I'm ready to move on
    And then you find a way to make your play
    And then I stay
    Just enough to give me hope
    That you will fall in love with me
    Just enough
    Just enough baby
    Oh, oh?­
    You give me
    Just enough to keep me hanging on
    Till I'm ready to move on
    And then you find a way to make your play
    And then I stay
    Just enough to give me hope
    That you will fall in love with me
    Just enough
    Just enough baby
    Oh, oh
    I've been thinking in the back of my mind
    I'm losing sleep
    I'm losing time
    But I just keep on falling
    I'm falling
    I'm falling
    Oh, oh
    It gets harder to define
    In my heart and in my mind
    I know
    I know I should let you go
    Just enough to keep me hanging on
    Till I'm ready to move on
    And then you find a way to make your play
    And then I stay
    Just enough to give me hope
    That you will fall in love with me
    Just enough
    Just enough baby

    Nothing In This World
    Love ended here today
    And the dreams we used to share
    I watched you walk away
    As you told me you still cared
    Now I can't believe your gone
    How could you say goodbye
    You told me you would never make me cry
    You said
    Nothing in this world would come between us
    No way you'd ever let me go
    No no
    Nothing in this world would come between us
    What did you know
    What difference does it make
    If I understand the promises we break are never what we planned
    Cause we plan to stay together till forever then
    Now forever has come to an end
    You said
    Nothing in this world would come between us
    No way you'd ever let me go
    No no
    Nothing in this world would come between us
    What did you know
    You said goodbye
    You said goodbye
    I hear it echo through this empty place inside
    Let it rain
    Just let it rain
    Cause there's nothing left between us
    But the lonely days
    You said
    Nothing in this world would come between us
    (Nothing in this world)
    No way you'd ever let me go
    No, no, no, no
    (No, no, no)
    Nothing in this world would come between us
    What did you know
    (What did you know)
    You said
    Nothing in this world would come between us
    (Nothing in this world)
    No way you'd ever let me go
    No, no, no, no
    Nothing in this world would come between us
    What did you know
    (What did you know)

    Oxygen

    Baby tell me is this good for you
    Cause for it's a dream come true
    I think about you both day and night
    If this is wrong I don't care if I'm right

    Cause I know one thing's for certian
    Boy I'm not hurtin' for inspiration
    And I feel when we're together
    It could be forever and ever and ever and ever

    I wanna be the ocean to your shore
    Give you comfort evermore
    I wanna be the only thing you need
    Be the oxygen you breath

    Is this as good as I think it is
    Cause I can feel it boy when we kiss
    And there's nothing more
    That I would ever ask for
    Than to be with you-just to be with you

    Cause I know one thing's for certian
    Boy I'm not hurtin' for inspiration
    And I feel when we're together
    It could be forever and ever and ever and ever

    I wanna be the ocean to your shore
    Give you comfort evermore
    I wanna be the only thing you need
    Be the oxygen you breath

    What you give you will recive
    So baby bring it all to me
    I will warm you like the sun
    I always knew you were the one, yeah

    I wanna be the ocean to your shore
    Give you comfort evermore
    I wanna be the only thing you need
    Be the oxygen you breath

    I wanna be the ocean to your shore
    Give you comfort evermore
    I wanna be the only thing you need
    Be the oxygen you breath

    I wanna be the ocean to your shore
    Give you comfort evermore
    I wanna be the only thing you need
    Be the oxygen you breath


    Perfect Day
    Sun's up
    A little after twelve
    Make breakfast for myself
    Leave the work for someone else
    People say
    They say that it's just a phase
    They tell me to act my age,
    Well I am

    On this perfect day,
    Nothing's standing in my way

    On this perfect day,
    When nothing can go wrong

    It's the perfect day,
    Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
    I could stay, forever as I am

    On this perfect day

    Sun's down
    A little after ten
    I pick up all my friends
    In my Mercedes-Benz

    Wake up
    Don't tell me it's just a dream
    'Cause when I've had enough
    You'll hear me say,
    Now don't you try to rain on my

    Perfect day,
    Nothing's standing in my way

    On this perfect day,
    Nothing can go wrong

    It's the perfect day,
    Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
    I could stay, forever as I am
    On this perfect day

    La la la
    La la la,
    Oh, oh

    I'm in the race
    But I've already won
    (La la la)
    And getting there can
    Be half the fun
    (La la la)
    So don't stop me
    Till I'm good and done,
    Don't you try to rain on my

    Perfect day
    It's the perfect day

    It's the perfect day
    Nothing's gonna bring me down
    I could stay, forever as I am

    On this perfect day
    Nothing's standing in my way,

    On this perfect day,
    Nothing can go wrong

    I'm in the race
    But I've already won
    And getting there can
    Be half the fun,
    So don't stop me
    Till I'm good and done,
    Don't you try to rain on my

    Perfect, day
    On this perfect day
    On this perfect day

    To Myself
    Everybody has a story to tell
    And I'd like to share mine with you
    But my heart is kind of fragile
    And I just can't imagine
    It's something that I ought to do
    And I realize
    I'm still hurting deep inside
    Where love used to live

    So I keep myself
    To myself
    I don't want nobody to know me (I keep myself)
    I keep myself
    To myself
    I don't want no lover to own me

    My heart feels like its all broken up
    In tiny pieces that I'll never find
    And I know that I will heal someday
    I will feel again
    But it might take a little more time
    And can't you see
    I'm so insulated
    No one's touchin' me
    At least for now (at least for now)

    So I keep myself
    To myself
    I don't want nobody to know me (I keep myself)
    I keep myself
    To myself
    I don't want no lover to own me

    Then in the shadows of yesterday
    Only peace of mind is when I pray
    That someday I can find a way back home
    Until I'm ready (until I'm ready)
    To love again (until I'm ready)
    Until I'm ready (until I'm ready)
    Until then

    (I keep myself)

    Then in the shadow of yesterday
    Only peace of mind is when I pray
    That somehow I would find a way
    I keep myself

    Then in the shadow of yesterday
    Only peace of mind is when I pray
    That somehow I would find a way
    I keep myself

    I keep myself
    To myself

    I keep myself

    I keep myself
    To myself


    We Will Follow The Sun

    Baby hear me
    When I tell you that I love you
    You give me reasons
    To be always thinking of you
    Day or night, night or day
    It doesn't matter
    You give me hope
    You got me dreaming of forever

    [Chorus:]
    We will follow the sun together
    Will this love of ours last forever
    Who knows
    But until that day comes
    We will follow the sun

    Baby hear me
    When I tell you that I need you
    And I'm not saying this
    Only just to please you
    You and me together baby
    That's where it's at
    It's the way that I feel
    It's as simple as that

    [Chorus]

    Faith is just a sunrise away
    I love you more my baby
    With every new day
    He loves me -- he loves me yeah


    What You Need
    If you belong to me
    Nothing else would matter
    I'd give you the moon and the stars
    On a silver platter
    Kiss you the way
    You should be kissed
    And how you the kind of love
    That you've missed
    So hear me sweet baby
    My heart won't lie

    What you need is what you get
    If you come to me
    I'll give you


    You First Believed
    How many times did I pray
    You'd find me
    How many wishes on a star
    Gazing off into the dark
    Dreaming I'd see your face
    Safe at home unafraid
    Captured in your embrace

    So many times
    When my heart was broken
    Visions of you
    Would keep me strong
    You were with me all along
    Guiding my every step
    You are all that I am
    And I'll never forget

    It was you who first believed
    In all that I was made to be
    It was you looking in my eyes
    You held my hand
    And showed me life
    And I've never been the same
    Since you first believed

    There were times
    When I'd thought I'd lost you
    Fearing forever was a dream
    But it wasn't what it seemed
    Placing your hand in mine
    You could see in the dark
    You were guiding my heart

    It was you who first believed
    In all that I was made to be
    It was you looking in my eyes
    You held my hand
    And you showed me life
    And I've never been the same
    Since you first believed

    How many times did I pray
    You'd find me
    How many wishes on a star