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Idiosyncrasy [id-ee-uh-sing-kruh-see, -sin-] –noun, plural -sies. 1. a characteristic, habit, mannerism, or the like, that is peculiar to an individual. 2. the physical constitution peculiar to an individual. 3. a peculiarity of the physical or the mental constitution, esp. susceptibility toward drugs, food, etc. Compare allergy (def. 1). Also, idiocrasy. Origin: 1595–1605; < Gk idiosynkrāsía, equiv. to idio- idio- + syn- syn- + krâs(is) a blending + -ia -y 3 Synonyms: 1. peculiarity, quirk.

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  • December 2009


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    PARAMORE!!!
    Date / Time : Saturday, December 5, 2009 / 7:34 AM
    9 Albums, 78 Lyrics

    All We Know is Falling
    (2005)

    1. All We Know

    We’ve tried so hard to understand, but we can’t.
    We held the world out in our hands and you ran away.
    It takes some time to let you go and it shows.

    Cause all we know is falling, it falls.
    Remember how, cause I know that we won’t forget at all.

    Now we can follow you back home but we won’t.
    Is this what you had waited for? Just to be alone?
    It takes some time to let you go and it shows.

    Cause all we know is falling, it falls.
    Remember how, cause I know that we won’t forget at all.

    You never, you never said
    This wasn’t what you wanted, was it? Was it?
    This isn’t what you wanted.
    This isn’t what you wanted.

    Cause all we know is falling, it falls.
    Remember how, cause I know that we won’t forget at all.

    2. Pressure
    Tell me where our time went
    And if it was time well spent
    Just don’t let me fall asleep
    Feeling empty again

    Cause I fear I might break
    And I fear I can’t take it
    Tonight I’ll lie awake feeling empty

    I can feel the pressure
    It’s getting closer now
    We’re better off without you
    I can feel the pressure
    It’s getting closer now
    We’re better off without you

    Now that I’m losing hope
    And there’s nothing else to show
    For all of the days that we spent
    Carried away from home

    Some things I’ll never know
    And I had to let them go
    I’m sitting all alone feeling empty

    I can feel the pressure
    It’s getting closer now
    We’re better off without you
    I can feel the pressure
    It’s getting closer now
    We’re better off without you
    Without you

    Some things I’ll never know
    And I had to let them go
    Some things I’ll never know
    And I had to let them go
    I’m sitting all alone feeling empty

    I can feel the pressure
    It’s getting closer now
    We’re better off without you
    Feel the pressure
    It’s getting closer now
    You’re better off without me


    3. Emergency

    I think we have an emergency
    I think we have an emergency

    If you thought I’d leave, then you were wrong
    Cause I won’t stop holding on

    So are you listening?
    So are you watching me?

    If you thought I’d leave, then you were wrong
    Cause I won’t stop holding on.

    This is an emergency
    So are you listening?

    And I can’t pretend that I don’t see this

    It’s really not your fault
    That no one cares to talk about it,
    Talk about it

    Cause I’ve seen love die
    Way too many times
    When it deserved to be alive
    (When it deserved to be alive)
    I’ve seen you cry
    Way too many times
    When you deserve to be alive, alive

    So you give up every chance you get
    Just to feel new again

    I think we have an emergency
    I think we have an emergency

    And you do your best to show me love,
    but you don’t know what love is.

    So are you listening?
    So are you watching me?

    Well I can’t pretend that I don’t see this

    It’s really not your fault
    That no one cares to talk about it,
    Talk about it

    Cause I’ve seen love die
    Way too many times
    When it deserved to be alive
    (When it deserved to be alive)
    I’ve seen you cry
    Way too many times
    When you deserve to be alive, alive

    These scars, they will not fade away.

    No one cares to talk about it, talk about it

    Cause I’ve seen love die
    Way too many times
    When it deserved to be alive
    (When it deserved to be alive)
    I’ve seen you cry
    Way too many times
    When you deserve to be alive, alive



    4. Brighter

    So this is how it goes
    Well I, I would have never known
    And if it ends today
    Well I’ll still say that you shine brighter than anyone

    Now I think we’re taking this too far
    Don’t you know that it’s not this hard?
    Well it’s not this hard
    But if you take what’s yours and I take mine
    Must we go there?
    Please not this time.
    No, not this time.

    Well this is not your fault
    But if I’m without you
    Then I will feel so small
    And if you have to go
    Well always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.

    Now I think we’re taking this too far
    Don’t you know that it’s not this hard?
    Well it’s not this hard
    But if you take what’s yours and I take mine
    Must we go there?
    Please not this time.
    No, not this time.

    If you run away now,
    Will you come back around?
    And if you ran away,
    I’d still wave goodbye
    Watching you shine bright.

    Now I think we’re taking this too far
    Don’t you know that it’s not this hard?
    Well it’s not this hard
    But if you take what’s yours and I take mine
    Must we go there?
    Please not this time.
    No, not this time.

    I’ll wave goodbye (You shine bright)
    Watching you shine bright (You shine bright)
    I’ll wave goodbye tonight (You shine bright)

    5. Here We Go Again

    And here we go again
    With all the things we said
    And not a minute spent
    To think that we’d regret
    So we just take it back,
    These words and hold our breath
    Forget the things we swore we meant

    I’ll write you just to let you know that I’m alright
    Can’t say I’m sad to see you go
    Cause I’m not. (No, I’m not)
    Well, I’m not.

    And here we go again
    With all the things we did
    And now I’m wondering
    Just who would I have been
    To be the one attached
    At all times to your hip?
    Forget the things we swore we meant.

    I’ll write you just to let you know that I’m alright
    Can’t say I’m sad to see you go
    Cause I’m not. (No, I’m not)
    Well, I’m not. (No, I’m not)
    Oh (No, I’m not)

    I’ll write you to, to let you know that I’m alright
    Can’t say I’m sad to see you go
    Cause I’m not. (No, I’m not)
    Well, I’m not. (No, I’m not)
    I’m not, I’m not.

    And here we go again
    With all the things we said
    And not a minute spent
    To think that we’d regret
    So we just take it back…
    (No, I’m not)
    So we just take it back…
    (I’m not)
    So we just take it back…


    6. Never Let This Go

    Maybe if my heart stops beating
    It won’t hurt this much
    And never will I have to answer
    Again to anyone

    Please don’t get me wrong

    Because I’ll never let this go
    But I can’t find the words to tell you
    I don’t want to be alone
    But now I feel like I don’t know you

    One day you’ll get sick of
    saying that everything’s alright
    And by then I’m sure I’ll be pretending
    Just like I am tonight

    Please don’t get me wrong

    Because I’ll never let this go
    But I can’t find the words to tell you
    I don’t want to be alone
    But now I feel like I don’t know you

    Let this go, let this go

    But I’ll never let this go
    But I can’t find the words to tell you
    I don’t want to be alone
    But now I feel like I don’t know you

    And I’ll never let this go
    But I can’t find the words to tell you
    That now I feel like I don’t know you


    7. Whoa

    I’ve hoped for change,
    and it gets better everyday
    I’ve hoped for change,
    but still I feel the same

    There’s something wrong,
    cause everybody knows
    That we can do this on our own

    And we’ve got everybody singing
    Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
    We’ve got everybody singing
    Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

    We’re doing fine
    And it gets better everytime
    We’re doing fine
    But I’ll let you decide

    There’s something wrong,
    cause everybody knows
    That we can do this on our own

    And we’ve got everybody singing
    Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
    We’ve got everybody singing
    Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

    And I’ll confess
    That I can be a little selfish
    Yeah I’ll admit
    I don’t want you to help me through this
    I don’t want to start over again

    And we’ve got everybody singing
    And we’ve got everybody singing
    Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa
    And we’ve got everybody singing
    Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

    And I’ll confess
    That I can be a little selfish, I can, I can
    Yeah I’ll admit
    I don’t want you to get me through this
    I don’t want to start over again


    8. Conspiracy

    Please speak softly, for they will hear us
    And they’ll find out why we don’t trust them
    Speak up dear cause I cannot hear you
    I need to know why we don’t trust them

    Explain to me this conspiracy against me
    And tell me how I’ve lost my power

    Where can I turn? Cause I need something more
    Surrounded by uncertainty I’m so unsure
    Tell me why I feel so alone
    Cause I need to know to whom do I owe

    Explain to me this conspiracy against me
    And tell me how I’ve lost my power

    I thought that we’d make it
    Because you said that we’d make it through
    And when all security fails
    Will you be there to help me through?

    Explain to me this conspiracy against me
    And tell me how I’ve lost my power

    I’ve lost my power

    9. Franklin

    And when we get home, I know we won’t be home at all
    This place we live, it is not where we belong
    And I miss who we were in the town that we could call our own
    Going back to get away after everything has changed

    Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive?
    (Everything has changed)
    Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
    (Everything has changed)
    Could you help me push aside all that I have left behind?
    (Everything has changed)
    Do you remember that? Do you remember that?

    So we stand here now and no one knows us at all
    I won’t get used to this
    I won’t get used to being gone
    And going back won’t feel the same if we aren’t staying
    Going back to get away after everything has changed

    Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive?
    (Everything has changed)
    Do you remember that? Do you remember that?
    (Everything has changed)
    Could you help me push aside all that I have left behind?
    (Everything has changed)
    Do you remember that? Do you remember that?

    Taking up our time
    Taking up our time
    Taking up our time
    It’s taking up our time again
    Go back we can’t go back at all
    It’s taking up our time again
    Go back we can’t go back at all
    It’s taking up our time again
    Go back we can’t go back at all
    It’s taking up our time, taking up our time

    Could you remind me of a time when we were so alive?
    Do you remember that? Do you remember that?


    10. My Heart

    I am finding out that maybe I was wrong
    That I’ve fallen down and I can’t do this alone

    Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

    Sing us a song and we’ll sing it back to you
    We could sing our own but what would it be without you? oh

    I am nothing now and it’s been so long
    Since I’ve heard a sound, the sound of my only hope

    This time I will be listening.

    Sing us a song and we’ll sing it back to you
    We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

    This heart, it beats, beats for only you
    This heart, it beats, beats for only you

    This heart, it beats, beats for only you
    My heart is yours

    This heart, it beats, beats for only you
    My heart is yours
    (My heart, it beats for you)

    This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)
    My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

    This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don’t go now, please don’t fade away)
    My heart, my heart is yours (Please don’t go now, please don’t fade away)

    (Please don’t go now, please don’t fade away) My heart is yours
    (Please don’t go now, please don’t fade away) My heart is yours
    (Please don’t go, please don’t fade away) My heart is yours oh
    (Please don’t go now, please don’t fade away) My heart is…


    11. Oh Star / Japanese Bonus Track
    Oh star fall down on me
    Let me make a wish upon you
    Hold on, let me think
    Think of what I’m wishing for

    Wait, don’t go away.
    Just not yet.
    Cause I thought,
    I had it.
    But I forget.

    And I won’t let you fall away,
    From me.
    You will never fade.
    And I won’t let you fall away.
    From me.
    You will never fade away from me.

    And now I let my dreams consume me,
    And tell me what to think.
    But hold on,
    Hold on.
    What am I dreaming?

    Wait, don’t go away.
    Just not yet.
    Cause I thought,
    That I had it.
    But I forget.

    And I won’t let you fall away,
    From me.
    You will never fade away.
    I won’t let you fall away.
    You will never fade away.

    And I won’t let you fall away.
    You will never fade away.
    And I won’t let you fall away from me,
    You will never…

    Oh star fall down on me.



    RIOT
    (2007)


    1. For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic
    Just talk yourself up
    And tear yourself down
    You’ve hit your one wall
    Now find a way around
    Well what’s the problem?
    You’ve got a lot of nerve

    So what did you think I would say?
    No you can’t run away, no you can’t run away
    So what did you think I would say?
    No you can’t run away, no you can’t run away
    You wouldn’t

    I never wanted to say this
    You never wanted to stay
    I put my faith in you, so much faith
    And then you just threw it away
    You threw it away

    I’m not so naive
    My sorry eyes can see
    The way you fight shy
    Of almost everything
    Well, if you give up
    You’ll get what you deserve

    So what did you think I would say?
    No you can’t run away, no you can’t run away
    So what did you think I would say?
    No you can’t run away, no you can’t run away
    You wouldn’t

    I never wanted to say this
    You never wanted to stay
    I put my faith in you, so much faith
    And then you just threw it away
    You threw it away

    You were finished long before
    We had even seen the start
    Why don’t you stand up, be a man about it?
    Fight with your bare hands about it now

    I never wanted to say this
    You never wanted to stay well did you
    I put my faith in you, so much faith
    And then you just threw it away

    I never wanted to say this
    You never wanted to stay
    I put my faith in you, so much faith
    And then you just threw it away

    2. That's What You Get

    No sir, well I don’t wanna be the blame, not anymore.
    It’s your turn, so take a seat we’re settling the final score.
    And why do we like to hurt so much?

    I can’t decide
    You have made it harder just to go on
    Oh why? All the possibilities…Well, I was wrong.

    That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
    That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
    I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
    And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

    I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you’re not here.
    Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
    I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.
    Oh why? All the possibilities, I’m sure you’ve heard.

    That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
    That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
    I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)
    And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

    Pain make your way to me, to me.
    And I’ll always be just so inviting.
    If I ever start to think straight,
    This heart will start a riot in me,
    Let’s start, start, hey!

    Why do we like to hurt so much?
    Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

    That’s what you get when you let your heart win!
    Whoa.

    That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
    That’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

    Now I can’t trust myself with anything but this,

    And that’s what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.


    3. Hallelujah

    Somehow everything’s gonna fall right into place
    If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday
    If only time flew like a dove
    Well God, make it fly faster than I’m falling in love

    This time we’re not giving up
    Let’s make it last forever
    Screaming “hallelujah”
    We’ll make it last forever

    Holding onto patience wearing thin
    I can’t force these eyes to see the end
    If only time flew like a dove
    We could watch it fly and just keep looking up

    This time we’re not giving up
    Let’s make it last forever
    Screaming “hallelujah”
    We’ll make it last forever

    And we’ve got time on our hands
    (We’ve got time) Got nothing but time on our hands
    Got nothing but, got nothing but
    (We’ve got time) Got nothing but time on our hands

    This time we’re not giving up
    Oh, let’s make it last forever
    Screaming “hallelujah” (hallelujah)
    Hallelujah


    4. Misery Business

    I’m in the business of misery,
    Let’s take it from the top.
    She’s got a body like an hourglass, it’s ticking like a clock.
    It’s a matter of time before we all run out,
    When I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth.

    I waited eight long months,
    She finally set him free.
    I told him I couldn’t lie he was the only one for me.
    Two weeks and we caught on fire,
    She’s got it out for me,
    But I wear the biggest smile.

    Whoa, I never meant to brag
    But I got him where I want him now.
    Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
    To steal it all away from you now.
    But God does it feel so good,
    Cause I got him where I want him now.
    And if you could then you know you would.
    Cause God it just feels so…
    It just feels so good.

    Second chances they don’t ever matter, people never change.
    What’s a whore you’re nothing more, I’m sorry, that’ll never change.
    And about forgiveness, we’re both supposed to have exchanged.
    I’m sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way.
    Well there’s a million other girls who do it just like you.
    Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
    They want and what they like it’s easy if you do it right.
    Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

    Whoa, I never meant to brag
    But I got him where I want him now.
    Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
    To steal it all away from you now.
    But God does it feel so good,
    Cause I got him where I want him right now.
    And if you could then you know you would.
    Cause God it just feels so…
    It just feels so good.

    I watched his wildest dreams come true
    Not one of them involving you
    Just watch my wildest dreams come true
    Not one of them involving…

    Whoa, I never meant to brag
    But I got him where I want him now.

    Whoa, I never meant to brag
    But I got him where I want him now.
    Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
    To steal it all away from you now.
    But God does it feel so good,
    Cause I got him where I want him now.
    And if you could then you know you would.
    Cause God it just feels so…
    It just feels so good.


    5. When It Rains

    And when it rains,
    On this side of town it touches, everything.
    Just say it again and mean it.
    We don’t miss a thing.
    You made yourself a bed
    At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
    And convinced yourself that
    It’s not the reason you don’t see the sun anymore

    And oh, oh, how could you do it?
    Oh I, I never saw it coming.
    Oh, oh, I need the ending.
    So why can’t you stay
    Just long enough to explain?

    And when it rains,
    Will you always find an escape?
    Just running away,
    From all of the ones who love you,
    From everything.
    You made yourself a bed
    At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
    And you’ll sleep ’til May
    And you’ll say that you don’t want to see the sun anymore

    And oh, oh, how could you do it?
    Oh I, I never saw it coming.
    And oh, oh, I need the ending.
    So why can’t you stay just long enough to explain?

    Take your time.
    Take my time.

    Take these chances to turn it around. (take your time)
    Take these chances, we’ll make it somehow
    And take these chances to turn it around. (take my…)
    Just turn it around.

    Oh, how could you do it?
    Oh I, I never saw it coming.
    Oh, oh, how could you do it?
    Oh I, I never saw it coming.
    Oh, oh, how could you do it?
    Oh I, I never saw it coming.
    Oh, oh I need an ending.
    So why can’t you stay
    Just long enough to explain?

    You can take your time, take my time.

    6. Let The Flames Begin

    What a shame we all became such fragile, broken things.
    A memory remains, just a tiny spark.
    I give it all my oxygen,
    To let the flames begin
    To let the flames begin.

    Oh, glory.
    Oh, glory.
    This is how we’ll dance when,
    When they try to take us down.
    This is what will be oh glory.

    Somewhere weakness is our strength,
    And I’ll die searching for it.
    I can’t let myself regret such selfishness.
    My pain and all the trouble caused,
    No matter how long
    I believe that there’s hope
    Buried beneath it all and
    Hiding beneath it all and
    Growing beneath it all, and…

    This is how we’ll dance when,
    When they try to take us down
    This is how we’ll sing oh.
    This is how we’ll stand when
    When they burn our houses down.
    This is what will be oh glory.

    Reaching as I sink down into light.
    Reaching as I sink down into light.

    This is how we dance when,
    When they try to take us down
    This is how we’ll sing oh.
    This is how we’ll stand when,
    When they burn our houses down.
    This is what will be oh glory.


    7. Miracle!

    I’ve gone for too long living like I’m not alive
    So I’m gonna to start over tonight
    Beginning with you and I
    When this memory fades
    I’m gonna make sure it’s replaced
    With chances taken
    Hope embraced
    And have I told you?

    I’m not going
    Cause I’ve been waiting for a miracle
    And I’m not leaving
    I won’t let you
    Let you give up on a miracle
    When it might save you

    We’ve learned to run from
    Anything uncomfortable
    We’ve tied our pain below and no one ever has to know
    That inside we’re broken
    I try to patch things up again
    To calm my tears and kill these fears
    But have I told you, have I?

    I’m not going
    Cause I’ve been waiting for a miracle
    And I’m not leaving
    I won’t let you
    Let you give up on a miracle
    When it might save you

    It’s not faith if, if you use your eyes
    Oh why
    We’ll get it right this time (this time)
    Let’s leave this all behind
    Oh why
    We’ll get it right this time
    It’s not faith if you’re using your eyes
    Oh why

    I’ve gone for too long living like I’m not alive
    So I’m going to start over tonight
    Beginning with you and

    I don’t want to run from anything uncomfortable
    I just want, no
    I just need this pain to end right here

    I’m not going
    Cause I’ve been waiting for a miracle
    And I’m not leaving
    I won’t let you
    Let you give up on a miracle
    Cause it might save you

    Yeah, it might save you
    Oh, it might save you

    It’s not faith if, if you use your eyes
    If you use your eyes
    If you use your eyes


    8. crushcrushcrush

    I got a lot to say to you
    Yeah, I got a lot to say
    I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
    Keeping them here
    And it makes no sense at all

    They taped over your mouth
    Scribbled out the truth with their lies
    You little spies
    They taped over your mouth
    Scribbled out the truth with their lies
    You little spies

    Crush
    Crush
    Crush
    Crush, crush
    (Two, three, four!)

    Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
    Just the one, two I was just counting on
    That never happens
    I guess I’m dreaming again
    Let’s be more than this

    If you want to play it like a game
    Well, come on, come on, let’s play
    Cause I’d rather waste my life pretending
    Than have to forget you for one whole minute

    They taped over your mouth
    Scribbled out the truth with their lies
    You little spies
    They taped over your mouth
    Scribbled out the truth with their lies
    You little spies

    Crush
    Crush
    Crush
    Crush, crush
    (Two, three, four!)

    Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
    Just the one, two I was just counting on
    That never happens
    I guess I’m dreaming again
    Let’s be more than this now

    Rock and roll, baby
    Don’t you know that we’re all alone now?
    I need something to sing about
    Rock and roll, hey
    Don’t you know, baby, we’re all alone now?
    I need something to sing about
    Rock and roll, hey
    Don’t you know, baby, we’re all alone now?
    Give me something to sing about

    Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
    Just the one, two I was just counting on
    That never happens
    I guess I’m dreaming again
    Let’s be more than
    No, oh

    Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
    Just the one, two I was just counting on
    That never happens
    I guess I’m dreaming again
    Let’s be more than
    More than this


    9. We Are Broken

    I am outside
    And I’ve been waiting for the sun
    With my wide eyes
    I’ve seen worlds that don’t belong
    My mouth is dry with words I cannot verbalize
    Tell me why we live like this

    Keep me safe inside
    Your arms like towers
    Tower over me

    Yeah
    Cause we are broken
    What must we do to restore
    Our innocence
    And oh, the promise we adored
    Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

    Lock the doors
    Cause I like to capture this voice
    it came to me tonight
    So everyone will have a choice
    And under red lights
    I’ll show myself it wasn’t forged
    We’re at war
    We live like this

    Keep me safe inside
    Your arms like towers
    Tower over me

    Cause we are broken
    What must we do to restore
    Our innocence
    And oh, the promise we adored
    Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole

    Tower over me
    Tower over me

    And I’ll take the truth at any cost

    Cause we are broken
    What must we do to restore
    Our innocence
    And oh, the promise we adored
    Give us life again cause we just wanna be whole


    10. Fences

    I’m sitting in a room,
    Made up of only big white walls and in the hall
    There are people looking through
    The window in the door
    they know exactly what we’re here for.

    Don’t look up
    Just let them think
    There’s no place else
    You’d rather be.

    You’re always on display
    For everyone to watch and learn from,
    Don’t you know by now,
    You can’t turn back
    Because this road is all you’ll ever have.

    And it’s obvious that you’re dying, dying.
    Just living proof that the camera’s lying.
    And oh oh open wide, ’cause this is your night.
    So smile, ’cause you’ll go out in style.
    You’ll go out in style.

    If you let me I could,
    I’d show you how to build your fences,
    Set restrictions, separate from the world.
    The constant battle that you hate to fight,
    Just blame the limelight.

    Don’t look up
    Just let them think
    There’s no place else
    You’d rather be.

    And now you can’t turn back
    Because this road is all you’ll ever have.

    And it’s obvious that you’re dying, dying.
    Just living proof that the camera’s lying.
    And oh oh open wide, ’cause this is your night.
    So smile.

    Yeah, yeah you’re asking for it
    With every breath that you breathe in
    Just breathe it in.
    Yeah, yeah well you’re just a mess
    You do all this big talking
    So now let’s see you walk it.
    I said let’s see you walk it.

    Yeah, yeah well you’re just a mess
    You do all this big talking
    So now let’s see you walk it.
    I said let’s see you walk it.

    And it’s obvious that you’re dying, dying.
    Just living proof that the camera’s lying.
    And oh oh open wide, yeah oh oh open wide.
    Yeah, oh oh open wide,
    ‘Cause you’ll go out in style.
    You’ll go out in style.


    11. Born For This

    Oh no I just keep on falling
    (Back to the same old…)
    And where’s hope when misery comes crawling?
    (Oh my way, Ay…)
    With your faith you’ll trigger a landslide
    (victory)
    To kill off this common sense of mind

    It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
    You can’t down it with your eyes
    So we don’t need the headlines
    We don’t need the headlines
    We just want…

    (We want the airwaves back, we want the airwaves back)

    Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
    Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
    Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
    Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?

    Right now you’re the only reason
    (I’m not letting go, oh…)
    And time out if everyone’s worth pleasing
    (Well ha-ha!)
    You’ll trigger a landslide
    (Victory)
    to kill off their finite state of mind

    It takes acquired minds to taste, to taste, to taste this wine
    You can’t down it with your eyes
    So we don’t need the headlines
    No, we don’t want your headlines
    We just want…

    (We want the airwaves back, we want the airwaves back)

    Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
    Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
    Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
    Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure now?
    Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
    Tell me, tell me, do you feel the pressure?

    Alright, so you think you’re ready?
    Ok, then you say this with me
    Go!
    We were born for this
    We were born for this
    Alright, so you think you’re ready?
    OK, then you say this with me
    Go!
    We were born for this
    We were born for this
    We were born for this
    We were born for this

    We were born for
    We were born for

    Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
    Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
    Everybody live like it’s the last day you will ever see
    Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure now?
    Everybody sing like it’s the last song you will ever sing
    Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?
    Tell me, tell me, can you feel the pressure?

    We were born for this
    We were born for this
    We were born for this



    Rare Demos

    SUMMER TICS


    BRAND NEW EYES
    (2009)
    1. Careful
    I settled down
    A twisted up frown
    Disguised as a smile, well
    You would’ve never known

    I had it all
    But not what I wanted
    ‘Cause hope for me
    Was a place uncharted
    And overgrown

    You’d make your way in
    I'd resist you just like this
    "You can't tell me {how} to feel!"
    The truth never set me free
    So I did it myself

    You can't be too careful anymore
    When all that is waiting for you
    Won't come any closer
    You've got to reach out a little more
    More
    More
    More, more

    Open your eyes,
    Like I opened mine
    It's only the real world:
    A life you will never know

    Shifting your weight
    To throw off the pain
    Well you can ignore it
    But only for so long

    You look like I did
    You resist me just like this
    "You can't tell me {how} to heal!"
    And it hurts remembering
    How it felt to shut down

    You can't be too careful anymore
    When all that is waiting for you
    Won't come any closer
    You've got to reach out a little more
    More
    More
    More, more

    The truth never set me free
    The truth never set me free
    The truth never set me free
    So I'll do it myself

    You can't be too careful anymore
    When all that is waiting for you
    Won't come any closer
    You've got to reach out

    Can't be too careful anymore
    When all that is waiting for you
    Won't come any closer
    You've got to reach out
    More
    More
    More
    More, more

    2. Ignorance
    If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
    Well I guess I'll make my own way
    It's a circle
    A mean cycle
    I can't excite you anymore
    Where's your gavel? Your jury?
    What's my offense this time?
    You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
    Well sentence me to another life

    Don't wanna hear your sad songs
    I don't wanna feel your pain
    When you swear it's all my fault
    Cause you know we're not the same(no)
    We're not the same(no)
    Oh we're not the same
    Yeah the friends who stuck together
    We wrote our names in blood
    But I guess you can't accept that the change is good(hey)
    It's good(hey)
    It's good

    Well you treat me just like another stranger
    Well it's nice to meet you sir
    I guess I'll go
    I best be on my way out
    You treat me just like another stranger
    Well it's nice to meet you sir
    I guess I'll go
    I best be on my way out

    Ignorance is your new best friend
    Ignorance is your new best friend

    This is the best thing that could've happened
    Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
    It's not a war no, it's not a rapture
    I'm just a person but you can't take it
    The same tricks that, that once fooled me
    They won't get you anywhere
    I'm not the same kid from your memory
    Well now I can fend for myself

    Don't wanna hear your sad songs
    I don't wanna feel your pain
    When you swear it's all my fault
    Cause you know we're not the same(no)
    We're not the same(no)
    Oh we're not the same
    Yeah we used to stick together
    We wrote our names in blood
    But I guess you can't accept that the change is good(hey)
    It's good(hey)
    It's good

    Well you treat me just like another stranger
    Well it's nice to meet you sir
    I guess I'll go
    I best be on my way out
    You treat me just like another stranger
    Well it's nice to meet you sir
    I guess I'll go
    I best be on my way out

    Ignorance is your new best friend
    Ignorance is your new best friend
    Ignorance is your new best friend
    Ignorance is your new best friend

    Well you treat me just like another stranger
    Well it's nice to meet you sir
    I guess I'll go
    I best be on my way out
    You treat me just like another stranger
    Well it's nice to meet you sir
    I guess I'll go
    I best be on my way out

    3. Playing God
    Can't make my own decisions
    Or make any with precision
    Well maybe you should tie me up
    So I don't go where you don't want me

    You say that I been changing
    that I'm not just simply aging
    Yeah how could that be logical?
    Just keep on cramming ideas down my throat

    You don't have to believe me
    But the way I, way I see it
    Next time you point a finger
    I might have to bend it back
    Or break it, break it off
    Next time you point a finger
    I'll point you to the mirror

    If God's the game that you're playing
    Well we must get more acquainted
    Because it has to be so lonely
    To be the only one who's holy

    It's just my humble opinion
    But it's one that I believe in
    You don't deserve a point of view
    If the only thing you see is you

    You don't have to believe me
    But the way I, way I see it
    Next time you point a finger
    I might have to bend it back
    Or break it, break it off
    Next time you point a finger
    I'll point you to the mirror

    This is the last second chance
    (I'll point you to the mirror)
    I'm half as good as it gets
    (I'll point you to the mirror)
    I'm on both sides of the fence
    (I'll point you to the mirror)
    Without a hint of regret
    I'll hold you to it

    I know you don't believe me
    But the way I, way I see it
    Next time you point a finger
    I might have to bend it back
    Or break it, break it off
    Next time you point a finger
    I'll point you to the mirror

    I know you won't believe me
    But the way I, way I see it
    Next time you point a finger
    I might have to bend it back
    Or break it, break it off
    Next time you point a finger
    I'll point you to the mirror

    4. Brick By Boring Brick
    She lives in a fairy tale
    Somewhere too far for us to find
    Forgotten the taste and smell
    Of the world that she's left behind
    It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
    The angles were all wrong now
    She's ripping wings off of butterflies

    Keep your feet on the ground
    When your head's in the clouds
    Well go get your shovel
    And we'll dig a deep hole
    To bury the castle, bury the castle
    Go get you shovel
    And we'll dig a deep hole
    To bury the castle, bury the castle
    Ba da ba ba da ba ba ha

    So one day he found her crying
    Coiled up on the dirty ground
    Her prince finally came to save her
    And the rest you can figure out
    But it was a trick
    And the clock struck twelve
    Well make sure to build your home brick by boring brick
    Or the wolf's gonna blow it down

    Keep your feet on the ground
    When your head's in the clouds
    Well go get your shovel
    And we'll dig a deep hole
    To bury the castle, bury the castle
    Go get your shovel
    And we'll dig a deep hole
    To bury the castle, bury the castle

    Well you built up a world of magic
    Because your real life is tragic
    Yeah you built up a world of magic
    If it's not real
    You can't hold it in your hands
    You can't feel it with your heart
    And I won't believe it
    But if it's true
    You can see it with your eyes
    Oh, even in the dark
    And that's where I want to be, yeah

    Go get your shovel
    We'll dig a deep hole
    To bury the castle, bury the castle
    Go get your shovel
    And we'll dig a deep hole
    To bury the castle, bury the castle

    [x2]
    Ba da ba ba da ba ba da
    Ba da ba ba ba da ba ba
    Ba da ba ba da ba ba da
    Ba da ba ba ba ba ba ba

    5. Turn It Off
    I scraped my knees while I was praying
    And found a demon in my safest haven
    Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything
    Than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts

    I wanna know what it'd be like
    To find perfection in the pride
    To see nothing in the light
    Or turn it off in all my spite,
    In all my spite, I'll turn it off

    And the worst part is, before it gets any better
    We're headed for a cliff
    And in the free fall I will realize
    I'm better off when I hit the bottom

    The tragedy it seems unending
    I'm watching everyone I looked up to breaking, bending
    We're taking shortcuts and false solutions
    Just to come out the hero

    Well I can see behind the curtain
    The wheels are cranking turning
    It's all wrong the way we're working
    Towards a goal, that's non-existent, it's non-existent
    But we just keep believing

    And the worst part is, before it gets any better
    We're headed for a cliff
    And in the free fall I will realize
    I'm better off when I hit the bottom

    I wanna know what it'd be like
    To find perfection in my pride
    To see nothing in the light
    Or turn it off in all my spite,
    In all my spite, I'll turn it off
    Just turn it off

    Again
    Again, again

    And the worst part is, before it gets any better
    We're headed for a cliff
    And in the free fall I will realize
    I'm better off when I hit the bottom

    And the worst part is, before it gets any better
    We're headed for a cliff
    And in the free fall I will realize
    I'm better off when I hit the bottom

    6. The Only Exception
    When I was younger I saw my daddy cry
    and curse at the wind.
    He broke his own heart and I watched
    as he tried to reassemble it.

    And my momma swore
    that she would never let herself forget.
    And that was the day that I promised
    I'd never sing of love if it does not exist.

    But Darling,
    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.

    Maybe I know somewhere
    deep in my soul
    that love never lasts.
    And we've got to find other ways
    to make it alone.
    Keep a straight face.
    And I've always lived like this
    keeping a comfortable distance.
    And up until now I had sworn to myself
    that I'm content with loneliness.

    Because none of it was ever worth the risk.

    Well you are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.

    I've got a tight grip on reality,
    but I can't let go of what's in front of me here.
    I know you're leaving in the morning
    when you wake up.
    Leave me with some kind of proof its not a dream.

    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.

    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.
    You are the only exception.

    I'm on my way to believing
    And I'm on my way to believing

    7. Feeling Sorry
    We still live in the same town, well don't we?
    But I don't see you around anymore.
    I go to all the same places
    Not even a trace of you.
    Your days are numbered at 24.

    And I'm getting bored waiting 'round for you.
    We're not getting any younger.
    And I won't look back 'cause there's no use.
    Its time to move forward.

    I feel no sympathy.
    You live inside a cave
    You barely get by, the rest of us are trying
    There's no need to apologize
    I've got no time for feeling sorry.

    Well I try not to think of what might happen.
    When your reality it finally cuts through.
    Well as for me I got out and I'm on the road.
    The worst part is that this, this could be you.

    You know it too.
    You can't run from your shame.
    You're not getting any younger.
    And time keeps passing by
    but you wave it away.
    Its time to roll over.

    I feel no sympathy.
    You live inside a cave.
    You barely get by, the rest of us are trying.
    There's no need to apologize
    I've got no time for feeling sorry.

    All the best lies
    they are told with fingers tied.
    So cross them tight.
    Won't you promise me tonight.
    If its the last thing you do
    you'll get out.

    I feel no sympathy.
    You live inside a cave.
    You barely get by, the rest of us are trying.
    There's no need to apologize
    I've got no time, I've got no time.

    I feel no sympathy.
    You live inside a cave.
    You barely get by, the rest of us are trying.
    There's no need to apologize
    I've got no time.
    I've got no time for feeling sorry.

    I've got no time for feeling sorry.

    8. Looking Up
    Things are looking up
    Oh, finally
    I thought I'd never see the day
    When you'd smile at me

    We always pull through
    Oh, when we try
    I'm always wrong
    But you're never right
    Oh, you're never right

    Honestly, can you believe
    We cross the world while it's asleep?
    I'll never trade it in
    'Cause I've always wanted this and
    It's not a dream anymore, no
    It's not a dream anymore
    It's worth fighting for

    Could've given up so easily
    I was a few cheap shots away
    From the end of me

    Taking for granted
    Most everything
    That I would've died for
    Just yesterday
    Just yesterday

    Honestly, can you believe
    We cross the world while it's asleep?
    I'll never trade it in
    'Cause I've always wanted this and
    It's not a dream anymore, no
    It's not a dream anymore
    It's worth fighting for

    God knows the world doesn't need another band
    Whoa, oh, oh
    Whoa, oh, oh
    But what a waste it would've been
    Whoa, oh, oh
    Whoa, oh, oh
    I can't believe we almost hung it up
    Whoa, oh, oh
    Whoa, oh, oh
    We're just getting started
    Whoa, oh, oh
    Whoa, oh, oh, oh

    Honestly, can you believe
    We cross the world while it's asleep?
    I'll never trade it in
    'Cause I've always wanted this and
    It's not a dream anymore, no
    It's not a dream anymore, no, oh
    It's not a dream anymore, no, oh
    It's not a dream anymore
    It's worth fighting for

    I can't believe we almost hung it up
    Whoa, oh, oh
    Whoa, oh, oh
    We're just getting started
    Whoa, oh, oh
    Whoa, oh, oh
    I can't believe we almost hung it up
    Whoa, oh, oh
    Whoa, oh, oh
    We're just getting started
    Yeah, we're just getting started

    9. Where The Lines Overlap
    Give me attention
    I need it now
    Too much distance
    To measure it out
    Out loud
    Tracing patterns across a personal map
    And making pictures where the lines overlap
    Where the lines overlap

    No one is as lucky as us
    We’re not at the end but oh we already won
    No one is as lucky as us
    Is as lucky as us

    Call me over
    Tell me how you got so far
    Never making a single sound
    I’m not used to it but I can learn
    Nothing to it
    I’ve never been happier
    I've never been happier

    No one is as lucky as us
    We’re not at the end but oh we already won
    No one is as lucky as us
    Is as lucky as us

    Now I’ve got a feeling
    If I sang this loud enough
    You would sing it back to me
    I’ve got a feeling
    If I sang this loud enough
    You would sing it back to me
    I’ve got a feeling
    I've got a feeling
    You would sing it back to me
    You would sing it back to me

    No one is as lucky as us
    We’re not at the end but oh we already won
    No one is as lucky as us
    Is as lucky as us
    Is as lucky as us

    10. Misguided Ghosts
    I'm going away for a while
    But I'll be back
    Don't try to follow me
    'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
    See, I'm trying to find my place
    But it might not be here where I feel safe
    We all learn to make mistakes...

    And run from them, from them
    With no direction
    We'll run from them, from them
    With no conviction

    'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
    Travelin' endlessly
    Don't need no roads
    In fact, they follow me
    And we just go in circles...

    And now I'm told that this is life
    That pain is just a simple compromise
    So we can get what we want out of it

    Would someone care to classify
    Our broken hearts and twisted minds
    So I can find someone to rely on
    And run to them, to them
    Full speed ahead
    Oh, you are not useless
    We are just

    Misguided ghosts
    Travelin' endlessly
    The ones we trusted the most
    Pushed us far away
    And there's no one road
    We should not be the same
    But I'm just a ghost
    And still they echo me
    They echo me in circles

    11. All I Wanted
    Think of me when you're out
    When you're out there
    I'll beg you nice from my knees
    And when the world treats you way too fairly
    Well it's a shame I'm a dream

    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you

    I think I'll pace my apartment a few times
    And fall asleep on the couch
    And wake up early, to black and white re-runs
    That escape from my mouth, oh-oh oh-oh

    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you

    I could follow you to the beginning
    Just to relive the start
    Maybe then we'd remember to slow down
    At all of our favorite parts

    All I wanted was you

    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you
    All I wanted was you